Normal Life Pending... by emzae

Normal Life Pending... by emzae

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the emzae archive, part 1

the emzae archive, part 1

I found some things as I was upgrading my computer

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Last week, an event took place at Zirconia HQ (to be very clear once again, my bedroom) that was a long time in the making.

After making great use of my iMac for 11 treasured years, a Macbook Pro-sized package arrived in the post along with various other items, including a new chair, desk, audio interface and MIDI keyboard.

A strangely emotional few days followed, during which I combed through over a decade’s worth of musical memories to decide what was to be archived and what was to be transferred over to the new computer.

During the process, I found several old gig posters and demos I’d forgotten. So who better to share them with than the #embaes?!?!!?!?! See if you can find any gigs you attended, or how many artists and bands you might be able to recognise or remember. Particularly if you’re from the East Midlands!

chatzae members can scroll to the bottom of this post, past the paywall, to access a previously unheard 2016 demo. All I ask is that you ignore the slightly out of tune chorus. Otherwise, I think it’s got a bit of charm.

A square instagram graphic with a picture of me, captioned with the text "I'M PLAYING THE BODEGA ACOUSTIC SESSIONS. FREE ENTRY. 13/01/18. 17:00)
My first visit to Nottingham's Bodega - 2018
Two graphics for Dot to Dot festival 2018. One showcasing the line-up, which consists of Joseph Knight, Silver Wilson, Fast Car to Florence, Felix MB, The Time Sellers, Judith Ude, Emzae, Tom Shawcroft and Elmz XIX. The second graphic lists everyone's stage times. Two graphics for Dot to Dot festival 2018. One showcasing the line-up, which consists of Joseph Knight, Silver Wilson, Fast Car to Florence, Felix MB, The Time Sellers, Judith Ude, Emzae, Tom Shawcroft and Elmz XIX. The second graphic lists everyone's stage times.
My first Dot to Dot festival for BBC Introducing - 2018. I played I think two songs for the very first time using my electronic equipment at this gig. I WAS TERRIFIED.
Two graphics - one square instagram graphic saying "I'M PLAYING BEAT THE STREETS!" and the second a line-up poster for the festival. The line-up is as follows: 94 gunships, abii, amulet, ben haynes, brotherhood, buenos treehouse, bus stop madonnas, caius burns, clonk!, crosslight, different life collective, distant blue, don't forget rupert, emzae, evil scarecrow, fat digester, hashtagobi, keto, komino, lacey, lois, major ruse, nick aslam, pretty babs, primal, re teu, reflekter, shiftwork, sundaze, the amber herd, the colliders, the dandylions, the fine art society, the hip priests, the idolins, the mocking jays, the outriders, tilly greentree, towers and whisky stain. Two graphics - one square instagram graphic saying "I'M PLAYING BEAT THE STREETS!" and the second a line-up poster for the festival. The line-up is as follows: 94 gunships, abii, amulet, ben haynes, brotherhood, buenos treehouse, bus stop madonnas, caius burns, clonk!, crosslight, different life collective, distant blue, don't forget rupert, emzae, evil scarecrow, fat digester, hashtagobi, keto, komino, lacey, lois, major ruse, nick aslam, pretty babs, primal, re teu, reflekter, shiftwork, sundaze, the amber herd, the colliders, the dandylions, the fine art society, the hip priests, the idolins, the mocking jays, the outriders, tilly greentree, towers and whisky stain.
My first Beat the Streets festival - 2019
A poster advertising my performance at Riverside Live festival in Derby in 2019.
A poster for Riverside Live festival in Derby - 2019
The line-up for my stage at Riverside Live, featuring the following artists: Kirby, The Herron Brothers, Matt Henshaw, Remy, Emzae and Room 19.
The line-up for my stage at Riverside Live
A poster for a headline gig by Cinema Gold, held at the Chameleon Arts Cafe in Nottingham. The support acts are The Honeymoon Suite and Emzae.
A poster for a support slot I played at the Chameleon in Nottingham with The Honeymoon Suite for Cinema Gold in 2019. Cinema Gold was made up of three members from a band called The Shrives, who I LOVED! This poster reminds me of the pre-pandemic world when I had some of my savings left and could go out more. It was a great time.
A poster for the Dog & Parrot all-dayer, summer 2019. The acts on the poster are Myles Knight, Andy Crowe, Emzae, Matthew Moore, Kelsey and the Embers, Calum Ward, Benjamin Wright, Jodie Rose and Ben Mark Smith.
A poster for the Dog and Parrot all-dayer in Eastwood, which I played in 2019. We ended up sort of stuck in the corner of the pub after my set because it was so busy in there, and we were right next to the drumkit. Luckily I had earplugs.
A poster for DPP Festival 2020, held at the now closed Sitwell Tavern. The line-up consists of The Zangwills, The Covasettes, 32 Tens, Tom Lumley and the Brave Liaison, Animal, Closed Curtains, Emzae, Roller and 'More TBA"
A poster for DPP festival 2020, at the now-closed Sitwell Tavern in Derby. Fun fact, this gig was promoted by the lovely Dominic Penna, who is now a political correspondent at the Daily Telegraph!
A poster for Beat the Streets festival, 2020. The line-up is as follows: Alfie Sharp, Arch Femmesis, Bamalamasingsong, Beat Combo, Benjamin Ziec and the Rarebreeds, Black Cats and Magpies, Black Shiver, BLLE, Brad Dear, Callum Kerrigan, Celestines, Circle of Light, Cucamaras, Dacodac, Emzae, Eyre Llew, Fading Blonde, Falling Off Maps, Gadzz & Friends, Gallery 47, Grace Lee, Grace Petrie, Jacob Fowler, Jake Bugg, Jalle, Jaymal, Jerub, Jinda Biant, JJ Lovegrove, John Paul, Jonany Olley, Katie Keddie, Kynch, Lacey, Left Hand Lane, LNC, Louis Croft, Luxury Stranger, Megatrain, Mid November, Mollie Ralph, Nactus Kunan, Obi Rudd, Reflekter, Remy, San Junipero, Sancho Panza, Seven Rivers, Sheads, Star Botherers, Sunflower Thieves, Tash Bird, The Mocking Jays, Those Howlin' Sounds, Tori Sheard, Vega Bay, Velvet Blush, Witch of the East, Witches Mark
A poster for Beat the Streets festival - 2020

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